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[onlysurvivor]

This is supposed to allow us to contact others from home now? Just for today?

[he clears his throat]

All right. If you're listening, I'm sorry I couldn't tell you everything and that I had to die to make it work. I know you've heard this from OreSeur while he looked like me. I know it's not quite the same but it was the best I could do.

You'll make the world green again. I just wish I could be alive to see it.

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[godsays]

For me, it is.

You gave me hope. For the first time. You made it quieter. You made me think I could fight it and win.

[indispensible]

Yes.

[godsays]

And then you killed me.

Don't you see? I was trapped.

[indispensible]

I see. I saw.

But you tried to kill me. You almost did. You lied and you tricked me and you tried to take me away, and I almost went.

Then things didn't go your way.

[godsays]

It rewrote me. It told me to kill, all the time, until you.

Why didn't you listen when I told you I was insane?

[indispensible]

Because everyone is. It doesn't matter.

[godsays]

No. Everyone isn't, not like me.

[indispensible]

That's true.

It still wasn't about punishing you. You wanted to escape. I wanted to stay. And I wanted to live.

[godsays]

If I didn't have my father, and I didn't have you, then I had nothing.

[indispensible]

You had yourself.

[godsays]

You said it yourself. I'm not even worth respect.

[indispensible]

You were. And then you tried to make me into what you hated being.

[godsays]

We would both have been free. Eventually. Once that battle was over.

[indispensible]

I was already free. Freer than I'd ever been.

You won't win this argument. You know that, don't you?

[godsays]

How can that be?

He used you, just like my father used me.

[indispensible]

No.

[godsays]

Then tell me why he treated you like he did. He talked about you like you would do whatever he asked.

[indispensible]

No.

[godsays]

I don't understand the difference.

[indispensible]

I'm not your teacher.

[godsays]

Why do you have to be like this?

I'm trying to be better and you're undoing all of it.

[indispensible]

You started speaking to me. Not the other way around.

[godsays]

But I've been working with Kelsier. Sparring with him.

[indispensible]

[She just gives him a look, like, And?]

[godsays]

I don't want him to hate me.